Yesterday night.. as i prepared,i decided to make contact with him bcos i want to make clear our status. I want to breakup! After went back from church @ YideLu and Martyrs Park, i bought an IP card in order to call him. Around 9 pm, i went back to my room. Alone. Bcos Shinli had not yet back from BeijingLu. I almost want to parenthesize my intention to call him, and then i realized its useless to delay this thing. I had to make a move. I felt this guilty feeling before making call. I thought 'This is it'..Finally i had a courage. Then i called him. But there was unexpected drama happened (huh i hate drama!).

After that strange call, I said to myself "This is it!". It's over now. I didnt need to make a statement anymore. Its useless. I've tried to reach him, talk nicely but what i've got? Even if someday he want to give some explanations, i wont listen to him. There's no excuse. He's doing something that should not be done by a man. Really unproper to do. Acting like a child. I realized I have make the right decision. I dont deserve to feel guilty bcos of him. I deserve get a man who much better than him. There is no regret at all breaking up with him. Fortunately im not falling for him. Early i wonder if i can be friend with him after breaking up, but now i've change my mind. He's not even worth it. Someday he will sorry for doing such bad things (for sure!). Much happier without him..

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